first post in a while

"to sleep, is to take a momentary lapse from reality, this lapse lets us take a glimpse and what our life could be life with no restraints..."
- Michael Bullock. 31st August 2009. 01:04am


Now, I had a dream lastnight, that made me wake up...with a HUGE grin on my face!
not many dreams do that, I actually wanted to force myself back to sleep but my body wouldnt allow it...

I'm sure you're all curious as to what my dream was about...
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Love.

this love was, possibly the most powerful loving feeling I have ever felt...
even in reality I know I am loved by many people, friends, family, neighbours...but that sort of love you take for granted as its around you everyday.
but after waking up, I just felt loved

I'll explain the dream

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It started out with me being back in Leeds (in my old house) and it was my 25th birthday and also, I got a promotion at work (YAY) I had all my family around, my grandparents (who aren't with us anymore...R.I.P) my friends, the neighbours...and my fiancé, my lovely mom brings out the cake and its amazing (she used to make special cakes for birthdays a few years ago - supermario cakes and nintendo cakes...they were amazing)
after I blew out the candles everyone cheered, wished me a happy birthday and everyone piled inside to carryon the celebrations, me and my fiancé (Sierra) tagging behind arm in arm, she pulls me to one side and asks if we can take a walk...I agree, I tell my family and friends I'll be gone for 10-20minutes and we both leave.
Whilst walking she turns to me and asks "Did you think about what I said earlier?" (I had no idea what she said, as the dream started from the Birthday) - I replied "sorry, I couldnt hear what you said earlier with all the people"... with that we both walk on together in silence...again she turns to me and says "we're having a baby!"

... *now I have to explain something, this was wierd the fact that I started a dream halfway through a narrative...crazy and somethings happening that I'm not sure about...anyway*...

I couldnt contain my happiness in the dream, so I grabbed her laughing and grinning ear to ear (both of us) and ran back home with her on my back to tell my family and friends the good news, we both enter the house and as we walk into the kitchen...theres a huge congratulations banner there, even more friends than before and everyone cheering and clapping...it was the most wonderful feeling ever... then

I woke up...

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now, I only wish that this dream could be some form of reality for me...

Thank you.